worked 4 months in a company whhhhhich is not related to my field..... some what frustrated with job......
marraige!!!! ufffff !!! my dream was i get my prince who is loving caring and get lots oflove form him but todays trend is all boys want working wife :0 ......... and i dont have job!!!! its not that i dont want work .... but im not able to get job :( .......
im really in a high state of confusion :( even to do a course...... im really not sure and im uncertain........... not confident!!!!!!!!!
and every night i dont get sleep!!!
im not social.... i dont meet my old friends... i dont even call them.... i feel inferior to talk to them..... almost all have good jobs!!! workin... and my frens are like nerds only talk about work career!!! which i hate...
i sometimes feel like i have feeling for a guy but he totlly see me as comedian and makes fun of me all the time!!!!! but i dont have feelings for this guy most of the time!!!!!!!!
im worried that im not going to get my kind of guy!!!!!!! i don knoe what ever!!!!!!!
i really need lots of confidence... boost my self esteem.... learn things practically!!!!1 I NEED TO BE PRACTICAL AND SMART! im feel like i have emotion for unwannted things like a person who really doesnt matter whom i have never seen.... and text msgs for unwanted talks and chats!!!!!! iits sooo waste of time!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really want to learn things and im not able to do that right now and i AM FRUSTRATED and really frustrated doing unwanted and unnecessary things!!! and im really into some thing i want to do something or other things and get good things out of life i cant live life like this !!!! grrrrrrrrrr
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